oh! think of me, my sweet beloved, so that i may feel it and so that your joy amid your delightful family, your kind friends and admirers may not be changed into bitterness and grief for me. think of me. of whom you are the life and soul. think of my love so profound, so pure, and so devoted, and wish i were with you. i am going to bed praying god for you and yours. i trust my prayers will not be fruitless, as i am asking for their happiness and yours, should it be at the cost of my own life.
if you knew how i need to know that you are happy, my beloved, almost as much as to know i am loved by you! i love you, more than anything else in the world. enjoy your success, this evening, my xxx, your beauty, your genius, and be happy with your delightful family. i will be proud and happy myself, provided amid all this you do not forget me. above all i do not wish to importune or compromise you. i only want to love you to my last sight.Would you like to marry me?